I did not post on my blog yesterday, I am so sorry. I was extremely tired from lack of sleep and was in a fog all day.
I got my EBT card today with food stamps yay 😁. My first meal was spicy salmon sushi rolls from Market Basket and blue Powerade. I also bought 5 tuna pouches and 2 40g protein chocolate Muscle Milk. Those are all in my bag in the locker.
My skin is just about dark enough for now. Soon I will be tanning only to maintain my color. My mom has been complaining to me about how much I tan, she’s worried I’ll get skin cancer. Don’t worry ma, I’m the right color now.
2 employers rejected my application without an interview and one employer gave me a virtual recorded interview with prewritten questions. I enjoyed the interview process and felt that I gave a good and authentic portrayal of myself. I don’t like being super cheery in these things because that’s not a sustainable habit. I’d rather they found out I’m kind of apathetic, but kind now rather than later.
I have an hour until my next activity, yoga. I could go to the shelter and get a meal as they are serving dinner right now, but that’s just too much walking. I’m in the locker room of Choice Fitness in Lowell, eating StarKist tuna pouches with a spoon. My phone is hooked up to an outlet on the wall. I drank my last Muscle Milk 40g protein in the shower just now. I don’t think I’m getting enough calories in a day to grow, although my weight seems stable and my body is changing shape. Now that I have food stamps I can really start to grow and hopefully this job comes through for me.
I spend almost all my entire days alone and not speaking much. I mostly just call my mom and have reached out to a few friends over Facebook. I’m increasingly thinking I should get a gym partner, a swolemate and dedicated spotter. Watched a video by Dorian Yates and one from Arnold suggesting to have another person there to help you push yourself and hit true muscle failure. I don’t know how I can find someone like that, a lot of the people in this gym seem to be kinda just lifters. A general lifter that’s not specialized in powerlifting, bodybuilding, CrossFit, or Olympic lifts among others kinds.
Here’s the link to Arnold’s video:
https://youtu.be/QcM9CZMMDkU
And here’s the link to the video by Dorian Yates(6x Mr.Olympia champion):
https://youtu.be/hggkrZF-Bpw
Did yoga. The inside and outside of my legs are screaming. I worked them today, abductors and adductors. I want big, fully developed legs.
Anyways I’m wiped. The days blur into each other and I get progressively more exhausted as the week goes on. I might take a 3 day weekend from the gym, I’m feeling like I might need it. Hope life is well and you are reaching all your goals. Have a blessed day/night, until next time.
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