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Dattebayo

Spent the day with my mom. DTA needs proof that I cleared my warrant so she drove me down to Dorchester to get a paper from the courthouse proving that. Then we went to get gas, she drove about 10 miles to a gas station among a group of 3 with cheap gas under $3 a gallon. We were in the middle of nowhere, then I asked for Taco Bell and she drove 10 more miles to a Taco Bell. I didn’t believe there was one in the direction she was going because it was taking so long so I bet her $10 there wasn’t. She won the bet and I got my crunch wrap supreme meal with a Baja blast. Baja blast is amazing, I love it. That was my cheat meal for the week, not including the KFC chicken we had last time.


Due to feeling fatigued during my last workout and feeling drained all the time I took off from the gym. Just went in to tan and use the massage chair. I should’ve went in the sauna, but I really didn’t want to. I went out early to a store called Jay’s and grabbed a bunch of food for the day. The EBT machine didn’t work and I left with nothing, but bad feelings. Someone recognized my shoes or glasses and deduced that I had just left jail recently. I had to walk 20 minutes to grab breakfast from Market Basket and by then I definitely knew I wasn’t working out today. The meal I had was sushi and Muscle Milk. I also bought 8 pouches of tuna, a box of health bars, another Muscle Milk and 2 Powerades.


Before my mom dropped me off we went to Walmart in Tewkesbury. Yeah I know, silly name, welcome to Massachusetts. She bought me sweatpants, which I love, a watch, that I love, and a Naruto t-shirt, that I LOVE! I also found out that protein powder is covered by EBT in some places(one of these places being Tewkesbury Walmart), that’s a huge win and game changer.

Dattebayo


I called one of the places I applied for and we set up a time to meet next week Wednesday.


My mom would not let me leave without forcing me to do my laundry. We went to spin city laundromat and busted that out. Then I mentioned a movie theater nearby and she offered to buy me a ticket. We drove down, but on the way I found that the movie I wanted to watch (kimetsu no yaiba to the swordsmith village) was too late in the day to watch and get back to the shelter before they locked the doors. The two other movies worth watching, Creed 3 and Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania, just didn’t excite me as much as Demon Slayer. So I chose not to settle and got dropped off at the library where I watched bodybuilding videos. I’ve also been watching videos of fights from Kengan Ashura. I’m in the middle of one right now and will finish after I post this blog. It’s Ohma versus Hatsumi Sen.


Have a blessed day and I hope life offers you everything you want. Until next time.

I am clay

Awake at 3:30am. This is why I’m so tired throughout the day and nod off in church. Slept 6 hours and had a dream I had a girlfriend that cheated on me. I dreamt that I finally dumped her and yelled “Back to the streets” at her. Haha making important life decision in my sleep.
Went to the DTA office to apply for food stamps and cash benefits. They’ll contact me in the next few days. Right now I’m eating at the shelter and with money my mom sends me. There are food pantries and soup kitchens I plan to go to. I got complimented that I look big at the DTA office, I appreciate that and it’s a definite self esteem boost.
I maxed out for squat and deadlift today. There were two gorgeous Asian lifters next to me, one day I’ll have the confidence to speak to beautiful women and be put together enough to have something to offer, for now I grind and focus. My squat was 315 and deadlift was 335. Both lifts lost 20 pounds from before I went to jail.
Tanned, sauna, massage chair, all that good stuff. I’m waiting outside the shelter to go in and eat. I’m not getting much darker although I’ve tanned about 3 times, but my skin does look healthier 😃. The sun is out today, although so is the snow on the ground.
My mom is coming to bring me to the DMH office so I can get services. I’ve tried to work countless jobs and can only seem to last half a year at any one place (If I’m lucky). I need help and I want a career change or start lol. I plan to sign up for the semester of Southern New Hampshire University online starting in May. I’ll probably take a Japanese class as I’m already studying that daily on Duolingo and JapanesePod101.com.
I was looking at bodybuilding Competitions in Massachusetts as I’m still on probation for another year. I need $80 to register as an INBF amateur. I’ll do a competition as soon as I’m comfortable and then another one or two to figure out a routine. Then I’ll probably compete yearly or every half year so I have time to grow. As of right now I do not have a good shape to me and my lifts are rather low. I need to increase my power so I can increase my mass.
This is my physique right now, my starting point. I am a piece of clay to be molded. I used to have curly hair and I plan to get it back. I’d also like thick stubble rather than a short beard. The glasses, maybe a pair a bit more feminine.

The foundation